It's been a long long time since I touch this blog. Well I'll only post here whenever I cant spill to any of my besties. I am feeling kind of down now. I still remember last time when B was still with PY, PY told me that she had a feeling that B got feelings towards me. Well, how can I react? It feels sucky when your bestie come and tell you she thinks her bf like you. Okay that was past. Somehow this similar situation happened again.

CY msged me in msn and told me she got things to tell me and asked me not to get offended. She said she feels there is something between me n A. How would you feel when someone told you that? Kinda weird and I feel one kind lar. But, CY tell me because she doesnt want to talk about this behind me, like backstabbing only. At first I thought she wants me to not mix with A. But later she told me thats not what she meant. She said that there must be a limit lar. I feel its quite true larh. Where got girls hang out with bestie's bf until damn late? Although there were others, but it still not a good thing ler. Okay I understand ler. But then always yumcha also I alone girl, so its like nothing for me. I can understand her feelings but then I feel one kind. So next time he ask me yumcha should I go or not? But nowadays also seldom yumcha already also. SIGH. Double sigh. Why is this happening? You can go and die sy!

Well yesterday was A's birthday. We all went Telok Gong and ate. We drank quite lots there and continued drinking again in his house. PY and I quite dizzy already when we're eating in Telok Gong. CY and PY went back earlier than me. I stayed quite late. And guess what? I think I got something towards Benson!! Hahahaha damn funny. Whole night I feel like getting close to him only. In Telok Gong itself this feeling started!!! And so stupid okay, I feel that he was looking at me.. Darn bhb!! Hehehe. Yeap I like the picture I took with him.. But then the picture not that nice also.. Isk.. I want his MSN add!!